Tattoos

I want a tattoo. Actually i want this tattoo that i saw in amovie with my seester.

Its got 3 stars at the base the thunb and the birds trailing up the forearm. It looks so freakin awesome.

Anywho. saw that Harry Potter movie and basically it was a peice of steaming crap. Nothing like the book at all. SUCKED!!! well thats all i gotta say, cuz i havent done shit lately, just sat at home.

Oh! Sims 3 kicks ass!!

Footprints

I realized this weekend that we leave footprints wherever we go whether we know it or not. I was at Huntington Beach this weekend with the Ward at a Multi Stake event and Shelly and I saw some dolphins and right after I looked down at the shoreline and I saw this trail of footprints and I was reminded of that story about the man who looks back at his life and he sees two sets of footprints and on the hardest parts of his life he sees only one. It was during those times that he learned that Christ carried him. Call me cheesy but I always see that story with a drawing of footrprints by a shoreline and BAM there it was right in front of me! I just HAD to take a picture of it. I have been thinking a lot about the effects of my actions on the lives of those around me. So many people have told me lately that I am "so cool" and that they are "jealous" of me....what the crap are they seeing that I don't??? What am I doing on a daily basis or saying that affects these people so much? Again somehow I am leaving imprints in these peoples lives that I just don't know about! If you think about it the whole idea is kind of scary! I mean what if I make my mark in someone's life but in a negative way? Every action has a reaction...the whole idea of a butterfly flapping it's wings in brazil causing a hurricane in the gulf of mexico kind of idea. I know that the probability of that happening can't really be proven, but the fact that one small action on my part can move someone in a big way is thrilling yet terrifying to me. I think I have reached a point in my life where I more conscience of my actions and more purposeful in my intentions. I don't want to be remembered as a mean nasty person you know? Who would ever want that????

On another note I have to say that I read my patriarchal blessing today and was reminded of parts of myself that I have lost the past few months. Parts of my personality that I do have and that are great! I have so much in store for me and it can be overwhelming at times but I know that I am going to be just fine!!!

Pills Pills Pills Pills Pills

Actualy I have nothing to say about pills. Whats on my mind today is relationships. What good are they when you are young?

You learn to love people, care deeply about them, but then when it all comes down to it, you know that there are other people in the world that you might be letting go if you stay with this same person.

Don't let anyone fool you, they may tell you its because they arent ready to be serious or that they dont feel the same about you, but the truth is, they are just scared that they will be missing out on something that may be better. Even if they love you with all of thier being they still have that nagging thought that maybe, maybe there is someone else, and of course since they are young, they follow impulses.

It sucks. It sucks on both sides, sucks to be dumped but also sucks to be the one who has everything but wants something more. maybe not wants something more, more like, thinks that there is more.Its also a relief for the dumpee, cuz hey now they too can see if there is something better.

So you tell me, What use are these relationships? Just so you have practice for the future? practice in what? pain? agony? misery? Who wants to feel like that?

Sigh...Im not really going anywhere with this topic, just ranting. But i think, its sucks that there are so many possibilities in the world. how is it possible to just choose one? what happens if you buy the licorice but the realize that maybe the lolipop would have been better? Divorce. haha thats what happens. Humanity sucks.

Wish i were a dog, then it wouldnt matter, whoever comes knocking down the fence is the one you get. or you just get fixed and never have 2 worry about it.

Happiness CAN come in the form of pills!

I got them! Take THAT insurance companie quacks! That is RIGHT!!! I got those pills whether you wanted to fund them or not!!! BAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I start them tomorrow morning so I basically got a few more hours of smug superiority over those insurance punks. They can suck my big toe for alls I care!!!!! Yes Erica I am crazy much but yes.
Jenny and Dennis got a wedding date for sure now...they finally got that letter they needed to have and BAM August 7th...the day before the YSA conference....shiz dude I am going to miss the conference...the thing I have been looking forward to all summer...the biggest coolest thing that was going to happen this summer and now...oh well I guess. Barbara will be coming back to California with me that monday and than later that week the guys are coming out here! BAM!!
Thats alls I gots to says right nows!

Latas peoples!

Wow Nadia...Crazy much? Maybe you need to lay OFF the meds hahaha jk jk, actually maybe they should give them to you, you are going a little off your rocker hahaha.

Anywho, Nada and Coltan, Coltan and Nadia, i say it as if such a thing exsists. They have the most retarded relationship I've ever seen. Its really not as complicated as the boy is making it out to be. You like my sister, you go out with her, and just her. If you don't like her then stop playing around with her emotions. See? Simple.

And yea Nadia's car broke down, and its no big deal. Inconveneint yes, big deal? no. Nothing to whine about. Besides its a piece of junk anyway. A new car would be infintismally better.

Blasted Car!

Well Peoples the trip to Idaho was a massive failure...I got to the top of this hill going into Moapa Valley in Nevada and BAM the car dies :( My stepdad had to come get me and we managed to get my car to the mechanic and than to my mom's house after that. Turns out I gots to get a buttload of money I don't quite have in order to save my poor baby!!!!! So instead of going to Idaho in the fall I made the executive decision to stay out in California to work and save money for the car AND Idaho in the Winter....I WILL GET TO IDAHO EVEN IF IT KILLS ME!!!! My grandma wants to just get a new car instead...I mean I am fine with that...but a part of me just wants to hold onto my baby until it is really out of commission. It would be just cheaper to fix it you know? But idk I guess in the long run a newer car would be cheaper or whatevers.
Going to the Doctors tomorrow so he can check out my whacked out calf muscle...yes last week was an adventure....Colton gets home, my car dies, and to put icing on the cake my friggin leg decides to go retarded!
I am trying to find the positive in this whole situation and I mean it will come to me eventually, but right now...not yet hahaha I am sure that something will come to me soon though. Erica probably thinks I am being a big baby...and she is right but hey after the week I had I think i kinda earned the right to order a Wahmburger with a side of French Cries!
It was fun seeing Colton though and getting to talk to him. Erica has some interesting opinions about us but I figure she will write something on here about it when she feels like it. I am glad he is back...I feel weird saying that but I really am glad to talk to him again. We have a date set up for the next time we can get together...which will most likely be really soon ;)

OH! and another thing...I flipping HATE HATE HATE insurance companies! I mean I need this medication right? But OH NO! They don't approve and NEED to know if I really am in such a state that requires medication....one look into what I am dealing with and they would be BEGGING for meds. Flipping jerks...what right do they have to say whether I need it or not?????? ARGH! Let us all boycott the insurance companies..they can suck my big toe for all I care. Just give me my meds!!!

Jealousy is a funny thing

Like how Nadia is jealous that her dog loves me and not her hahaha I love little piper. She basically like a baby. She so small and cute and cuddly and look at that face! who can say no to that? hmmm? Only a heartless person.

She's my Hyper Piper, Monkey, Imp, Booger Breath baby! haha

Anywho, I think I'm going with Nadia to Idaho, Wanna know why? Cuz I-Da-Ho hahaha bad joke. SO long as we get back Saturday, cuz I have ANOTHER thing to go to. My family, sans Nadia, is going to Bryce Canyon with our trailor, It will be my first time in the trailer. Yes, you heard that right, I am a trailer virgin. I think Bryce Canyon is in Utah but im really not sure. Apparently the campsite is "cut out of the trees" but who knows that coulde mean they cut down a shitload of trees then said "HEY!! Come park your trailers here!" Who knows really.

And Nadia knows exactly what i mean by "ring". but here let me clarify. I'm waiting for the news that Colton has proposed and nadia has an engagement ring. That make more sense? cuz i was afraid i was being too subtle. hahaha but idk boys are wierd and scared of commitment but who knows, it could happen.

Haha listen to me saying BOYS are scared of commitment haha now THAT is funny. Hypocrite much? I think so.

Good Grief Erica

Okay so basically Erica is retarded (although I still love you!) and she has no idea what she is talking about when she talks about rings...silly girl!!! I am going out to Nevada tomorrow and than on thursday I will be heading up to Idaho and on friday is VISIT DAY at BYU -I (WOOT WOOT) and than I am coming back down on saturday and than going home on sunday!!!! I am very excited about this whole weekend.
Going slip 'n sliding tomorrow night which will be fun and I will put up pictures from it and the idaho trip! I hope to make it up to Idaho by 7 on thursday because than I get to help Barbara in her floral arrangement class! They are doing wedding arrangements and we want to get our practice on before jenny's wedding!!!!

all in all life is good people! Erica....goodness gracious poor Piper is MOPING around the house ever since you left. My dog LOVES Erica and since Erica was feeding her chips while she was here (GRRR) Piper is now not feeling like we love her even though the cousins came over the past two days and the played non-stop with her. Erica ruined my dog!

Contributing

Apparently i am not a contributer to this blog...therefore i contribute this:

As you've read, Nadia's long lost lover (ok fine her "friend" as she calls him) has returned from his mission slightly earlier than expected. So yea, don't really know what to write about it tho, Nadia knows him better, my only thought on the matter is when am i gonna see the ring?

hahaha Nadia's gonna kill me for that but im all the way in Nevada so :P hahaha

Oh and speaking of Nevada, i am in Nevada and let me tell you its a freakin wasteland. Blah. but i love it!

I just played 3 hours of Wii with my lil sibs and that was well interesting, they ganged up on me and whooped my ass! Good day today.

The Return of a friend!

Well Colton is back home now and it (although weird) is good to talk to him. I am going to do all that I can to help him...he is my best friend and always will be. He already is doing a good job raking himself over the coals without anyone else adding to it! I love this kid and I will support him with whatever he chooses to do now. Whether it be going to school or staying at home.

On a sidenote I had to take measurements today for Jenny's wedding....Bridesmaid dresses being handmade...how cool is that?! I hope that they don't see the numbers and go "gee I don't have enough fabric for this one." BAHAHAHAHAHA With running and cardio classes starting next week I have a feeling that it will work out fine though and I won't feel like a whale next to the other girls who are actually very skinny....blah!

Erica might go to BYU Idaho Visit day with me this weekend and I am really excited about it! ROAD TRIP! Just the two of us (if she goes)...it will be epic and HUGE! She really should start contributing to the blog...because so far it has been only me.....XD

So here's the deal...

As you people (all one of you) that follows this blog may have noticed (okay so maybe not because it is three in the morning right now) ANYWAYS I am no longer "alone" on the blog...My sister has joined me and as she chokes on her spit I am trying to spell properly and she can't read any of this at all...pretty amazing eh?

WOW this is really hard to type when she is reading everything that I type...talk about pressure....hopefully ( spelled hopefy XD...) we don't cause this blog (Erica needs to learn how to read) to explode. Okay I just snorted for the second day in a row and that NEVER happens...I stress the never because it is important...flipping erica....*grr*

Now she has the hiccups (almost spelled hippucs) and I really need to pee and the laughing is making me almost pee my pants...for reals dude. I think I need hooked on phonics (Erica pronounced it whooked) because I CAN NOT spell...emphasis on the large "can not". It has taken me like....a lot of time to type just the above because I have to keep going back and correcting my mistakes.

Lets just blame all this retardedness on Erica and it being now 3:20 am. Sounds good to me!

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!!!

Happy Independance day everybody!!!!!! I hope everyone had an enjoyable and safe time because I know I did! I went up to my cousins house in Friendly Hills and basically sat around until the big firework show on the golf course. I was kinda sad and missing the fireworks in Moapa though because those are some good times at that firework show!!!!!!

I have to express my love and gratitude for the armed forces who ahve fought and keep fighting to keep our country free! We must never forget the sacrifices they have made for all of us and let us not forget that we must keep fighting the keep the freedoms given to us by the Constitution. We are in the land of the brave and the home of the FREE!!!!

Yippee!!!!!!

If I were an action figure

If I were an action figure my catch phrase would be: Fetch!, WOOT WOOT, Sweet deal, LOL (sorry Conor I stole yours!), True that sister yo!, Nice, You know?, sad day, and I'm so ghetto fly it ain't even funny
If I were an action figure I would come packaged with: A cell phone, a laptop, digital camera, ipod, a mini Book of Mormon, and lots and lots of sarcasm!
If I were an action figure my dream house would be: Most likely it would come messy hahaha but the action figure would know where everything was as long as no one decided to clean up
If I were an action figure the jobs I would have would be: A teacher, a photographer, stand-up comedian, and world dominator
If I were an action figure my car would be: A white Ford taurus with license plates saying NERDIA
If I were an action figure would you have to buy my friends?: Does the sun rise in the morning? YES!! and they would come with a map to show where they live haha
If I were an action figure my clothes would consist of: Some decent sunday clothes and a TON of black hoodies, jeans, t-shirts, and flip flops
If I were an action figure I wouldn't need: any assembly...and there would be no way to change me haha
If I were an action figure I would need: constant supervision...and NEVER leave me alone with those RM action figures... XD ever!
If I were an action figure these seperate play scenes wuold be available: A standard church building (complete with baptismal font), A college campus, a classroom where I teach, of course my dream house, and pop up state scenes for my many travels!
If I were an action figure I would fight against: the forces of stupidity

Amazing!

I LOVE MY MGS!!!!!!
Nowhere else have I found a group of people where I can talk about Jaffers and dodos! bahahahaha I haven't laughed so hard in the longest time and I am really happy now with the new group!

I am watching Fun with Dick and Jane right now with my sister and I realized I totally have this major obsession with blacklights and neon colors and I really want to totally work somewhere with those things!
I had my first Klondike bar today and I have to say I was extremely disappointed by it...not at all what I expected and I wouldn't EVER do anything for a Klondike Bar...well only if it was something I actually WANTED to do..like eat the thing...XD
Well I have to go get ready to go see Ice Age 3 with the hermana Erica tonight....gotta look pretty for all those boys who can only look but not touch!!!!!