I feel like flying

I have always wanted to be able to fly...either with wings or just have to ability to like Superman you know? Just be able to push off the ground and take off into the sky with the birds and the airplanes. I guess I have always put flying with freedom. Swinging is the closest I ever get to flying which would explain my almost unnatural love for swinging...lately I have been dreaming a lot about being able to fly. It isn't that I fly away from everything, I just get the chance to go and fly free for a bit without any worries.

Everytime I push off I shoot straight up into the clouds and I see a sea of white with the sun shining brightly and the sky is this perfect color of baby blue. I play hide and seek in the clouds with birds and butterflies and I feel safe and at peace up there. Like I am finally home. It almost kills me to leave it...one time I even woke up with tears on my face. I don't know what that is all about, but lately I have really been wishing it was real.